Ahhh :’( well the shows are over for another 2 years! Can’t believe it! Well done to everyone involved you were all amazing got a nice shiner above my eye and split cuts on my feet from chest rolls a nice chesty cough and cold along with feeling like i’m about to collapse BUT its been worth and thanks you Julie and Debbie you really make Direct Dance a lovely place to be! ♥

Holyshit I feel and look rough -.-

Feeling complete rock bottom at the moment :( Because my brothers leaving saturday i’m being completely forgotton about in my house this week no one gives a shit about what i’m doing or what i’ve been up to how sixth form is going for me or just how I am in general :( To add to this I talk to my brother about everything and hes leaving saturday hes like my best friend aswell as a brother and I’m going to miss him more then anything i’ve missed ever I get teary thinking about it I nearly broke down today in performance studies I just need someone to talk to and i’ve got no one :( I’m so lonely at the minuet I always go for the wrong type of guys who treat me like shit or just want one thing I’m getting to the point where i’m feeling so low I don’t even want to get up I just don’t see the point :/ I’m starting to think is there any point at all? :(